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Pentecost:  Collinwood School Fire, Cleveland, 1908

Picture
​The children have all gone now,
         sprawling into their separate orbits--
     half believing in arms to catch them
three floors below, or maybe the universal
         dream of flight.  The others
blindly lurching towards memory’s promise
         of light beyond the sooty dark.
 
         She understands both kinds of faith.
One like air heavy with too many wings,
         flightless, less adult, but blessed
as the room of her childhood
         where a trapped mourning dove beat
     itself against the glass until its small
heart burst, believing, as it must,
         in infinite, unattainable sky.
One like the enduring touch
        of hands near midnight which read
     all they remember deftly,
each arc of tendon, belly, bone,
        like a note held almost to forever,
or the exquisite throats of swans.
 
         Though it was hunger, not faith,
     which kept her silent when she caught
the scent of charring wood, the ache
        of it searing her groin
seconds before the bell began
         its insistent whine—a white sound
     like pain’s numb silver spark
an instant before the mind records
         the body’s message and forces us
 
to scream.  She’s thinking about
          the summer she turned thirteen--
     Sunday morning and fever left her
the only one home, her family
         on their knees at St. Stephen’s.
Beneath her brother’s bed she found
         a box of photographs.  Women like
    flowers, the fleshy petals of their sex
glistening as in dawn light.  Women
        like vines, intertwined, the sleek
muscles of their shoulders like small
         waves lapping shore.  Outside, sun
     burned the fields hour upon hour
 
into days until the wheat stood
         like a crop of bone.
The starry amaryllis sheds it scarlet
         in the unforgiving noon as if to say
     her hands, stroking the buds of her breasts
each night were wrong, and her fingers,
         like honeybees when they light upon
tiers of wisteria, were surely the devil’s
         ten children, and that was why she woke
     in autumn to hot blood between her thighs.
 
Now she leans against the doorframe,
         brass fittings warm against her shoulder
blades, and waits for those long-ago women
         to descend in their robes of flame.
     This time she will not refuse.
She will call them Love, which makes
         a sound like something you’d whisper
to a frightened child who wakes and will not
         sleep.  And Desire, too, shall come
     whose skirt is smoke and ash
 
and the first inclination toward sleep
         which renders the flesh agreeable.
She turns from the noise of the sirens, breaking
         glass, the shouts of the man breathing
     through his mask who’s powerless to cross
the smouldering, skeletal floor,
         who watches the dark beads of her necklace
begin to glow as fire unlooses her
         clothing—coral  blouse, sweater, shoes.
     Until, finally, she opens her lips
to the hymn of fire, its first deep kiss
         passing halfway down her throat
so she is breathless but opens wider, wide,
         her mouth gaping the first vowel
     in her new tongue, which is universal,
which means, yes, which means, more.